Dec 28, 2012

回家

曾经很要好的,如今已行同陌路
什么好朋友,知心
你相信你就上当

对自己最好的只有那两位老的

幸福是因为被爱
视乎它的长短决定那爱的程度

多少兄弟姐妹情因为一些小事,一些外人,一些钱而闹翻

爱人与家人之间做选择
谁会以家人为主
家人是父母还是孩子老婆/公?

做人要将将就就
退一步就是让
何必让人难做呢?

好多好多
自个儿搬到外面,说不喜欢那家
从小住到大的家
在外面碰钉流泪难过
才跑回家说很累,想家

家是避风港
不是让你逃避现实的地方
不是你要走就走要留就留的酒店

选择和爱人同居
也要时常回家
不要等到吵架闹分居才收拾包袱满面泪水搬回那你收悉的,永远开着门等你回去的家

我说你不会做人
要你爱人和家人闹不合
我说你傻
你因为那你的爱人和家里闹翻
我说那老人家看不开
都一把年纪了也曾年轻过,难道不知道曾经也那么任性吗


忍无可忍
重新再忍
这应该是人与人之间的相处之道


我又废话连篇
如不小心碰到你不用放在心上
我就爱乱放屁

Dec 16, 2012


歌名:不是因为寂寞才想你
詞/曲:張超

最近在youtube乱游不小心听到这首歌
是好几年前的作品,听的是T.R.Y 女子组合的版本

现在组合成员:林可昕Treecy、王奕心Readis、沈丹丹 Erica.(中国人)


发行于2008年,是专辑 精彩TRY 中的歌曲


第一次听感觉还不错,之后就越来越喜欢
慢慢的跟着哼了起来~


歌词
相遇在人海 聚散在重逢之外
醒来的窗台 等着月光洒下来
不用太伤怀 相信缘分依然在
让时钟它慢慢摇 滴滴嗒嗒等你来

看云水漂流 看着落叶被带走
泪湿的枕头 枕干潮湿的温柔
等到下一个春秋 等到秋叶被红透
让那指针慢慢走 停在花开的时候

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够
看云水漂流 看着落叶被带走
泪湿的枕头 枕干潮湿的温柔
等到下一个春秋 等到秋叶被红透
让那指针慢慢走 停在花开的时候

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

所有无眠的夜想你够不够

Dec 14, 2012

你和她 如果更让人羡慕 答应我绝对要幸福


   爱没有缘故 心却太反覆 

占有一个人不等於留得住 不如就祝福
  爱无关胜负 只要你对她付出
  看着她微笑就值得我满足 我何不托付
  一段爱 只能够是双数
  删除我 不在乎孤独
  你和她 如果更让人羡慕
  答应我绝对要幸福
  请比我爱她 带她离开吧
  给她无忧的天空飞翔
  我总会到达 另一个天涯
  一个人慢慢忘了她
  请比我爱她 别管我挣扎
  我只是眼里飞进了沙
  不让泪流下 切断了牵挂
  让她快乐 就是最好的报答
  爱没有缘故 心却太反覆
  占有一个人不等於留得住 不如就祝福
  爱无关胜负 只要你对她付出
  看着她微笑就值得我满足 我何不托付
  一段爱 只能够是双数
  删除我 不在乎孤独
  你和她 如果更让人羡慕
  答应我绝对要幸福
  请比我爱她 带她离开吧
  给她无忧的天空飞翔
  我总会到达 另一个天涯
  一个人慢慢忘了她
  请比我爱她 别管我挣扎

  我只是眼里飞进了沙
  不让泪流下 切断了牵挂
  让她快乐 就是最好的报答
  请比我爱她 带她离开吧
  给她无忧的天空飞翔
  我总会到达 另一个天涯
  一个人慢慢忘了她
  请比我爱她 别管我挣扎
  我只是眼里飞进了沙
  不让泪流下 切断了牵挂 

让她快乐 就是最好的报答

一路上有你

歌曲:一路上有你

你知道吗
爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你的
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去

也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你

一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你

一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离

你知道吗
爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你的
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你

一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算是只能在梦里拥抱你

又一年

有谁有答案?
一个让人永远不会后悔的答案?

习惯了推卸
习惯了耍赖
习惯了任性

如果多几天是世界末了
该在这个时候做什么?

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原来可以这样冷静
等待那个不知道什么的结局
然后冷漠
直到知道是时候了

如果梦想成真
就这样走
世界很大
曾经也起起落落
精疲力尽
脾肺肾都累了也没关系
下个冬天又不一样了

3年前,5年前,10年前,那些是什么?
3年后,5年后,10年后,这些是什么?

人生中那些停下脚步的人
不知是你们无知还是没得选?
可笑的是,世界的另一端有多少个人努力着向前迈进
允许我
讥笑你,懦弱,胆小

想一想,现在很难熬吗?
想一想,昨天怎样过的?

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

世界末日不会来的那么早吧
老天爷还有很多玩笑要给我开呢




冬至要到了
死不了就约爸妈吃个饭吧

冬至快乐^^

Dec 8, 2012

Saturday
12 08
last 2 days ago,a little baby girl was born in my big family
yesterday earthquake jolted Japan again
today is my cousin brother be engaged and my brother's birthday
I'm going to have my exam on this coming Monday
Wonder why i write all these...lol

the worst thing happening is i keep coughing for one week long
and....I dislike to visit clinic
forgive me,i couldn't force myself to go there....i HATE
let cough till it can recover automatically


Dec 1, 2012

今天是12月的第一天


听了很多话
想好多好多

会担心会怕
可是再想想
其实什么事都是自己做决定

不做别人口中的自己
可是却在别人话后想很多很多
犹豫了一阵子
别人的话真的可以决定我的一切?
我对自己没信心吗?
我真的选错?

不做别人口中的那个我
我就是我
没有谁比我更了解
没有谁比我更清楚

我到底想要什么
世界上有好多让人冲昏脑袋的事与物
外面的东西要相信多少?
可信度有多高?
或许当局者迷?
难道真的什么事都旁观者清吗?



一年前我说
你就到那遥远的地方工作吧
当时我只想了我们的以后
当时我只想了你的钱途
当时我只想了我要一个不会为钱烦恼的家
我做了这样的建议

一年后的今天
我们的计划开跑了
原来我不舍得
为什么今天的我会担心害怕
为什么我今天才来担心你在那里需要我?
为什么我变得那么弱?
变得那么的不相信这份感情?


有多少人懂爱了?
世界上又有多少种爱?
又有谁在创造着爱情故事?

现在说话太早了
大家都是年轻人
计划能走一步是一步
时间会证明对错

今天
你真的飞了

我清楚知道其实你就在不远处
我们就只隔了一座山,一片海
比起那你坐整半天飞机才到的地方近好多好多

人家不懂我不怪
我自己知道
我有多希望你可以送我那份
我很想要  你给我最昂贵的礼物

你不承诺我什么
你知道对着你我伤不起
我等待等待你证明

听妈妈的话
多点去教会吧
别人的话不要听那么多
<3

Nov 21, 2012

Dull Ice

I just realized i have to work very hard and die for my degree cert
I just realized i can do lot others other than study for degree
I just realized something last forever is because we make it last forever
I just realized you do what you can do is not enough sometimes
I just realized people who do not appreciate you will never change suddenly one day
I just realized there exist things that we can choose but have no right to choose right now
I just realized responsibility make us be in the wrong path sometimes
I just realized every plans go empty if we have no determination and luck
I just realized choices are there but we do not know what to choose
I just realized hold on a thing is not easy

Happiness and joy do not visit us always
Acid and alkaline must mix together to form neutral liquid
Right and wrong we have to,sometimes, give and take

I just realized i'm greedy somehow
I want more and pay less
Be fair.
Please
How to be fair?

I'm not a PhD
I'm not a CEO
I'm not a President

Do i need to be fair then?
In which aspect?
They don't even they have to but not a must for me,right?














Yet,i'll feel guilty if i don't.

Nov 3, 2012

Discrimination of reality

Moral(ethics) assignment brings me to a cruel place today
This remind me to update my blog to tell all of you how significant this case to the society

Since it's a moral project,
I need to do something about MORAL
What is moral?
I think you couldn't give me an accurate answer but when i ask you
Are you a moral person?
Most probably you will say
Yes,I am.
Then tell me how moral you are?LOL
After few moral classes
I realized that moral can be exposed in many perspectives
The thing you think it is wrong but it may be right indeed
To be a moral person is not easy
And some moral are stick with religions


Today,i woke up early at 6.30 a.m.
My friend came and fetched me at 8.15 a.m.
I almost having my classes at 11a.m everyday in this short semester*
Wake up at this time is so difficult for me you know......
 I need to go to a place at Desa Petaling
Since the manager not allow my friend and me to post their name through media as to protect the privacy of the people living there
So,i can just tell you i went to a community center
It takes us 45 mins to reach there*without traffic jam
This is my first visit there yet my first experience was visiting an orphanage
This NGO center is supported by kind and generous people  .    like you.....?
It is a big shelter which can accumulate around 300 people,including old folks,orphans,and abandoned pregnant women
Sorry to say my group didn't do well preparation for this visit
And feel embarrassed with the 3 pack of rice we brought
*estimate that it just enough for a day><


Due to less of preparation
We didn't realize who are staying there before we meet the manager there
Once I stepped in I can felt the eye sights
I duno how to explain the situation....
Fortunately I're born to be an enthusiasm one so can still crop with them
Some of my friends who feel shy were giving the responsibility to take photos*but the photos are only for assignment purpose

Heart to heart,we told the manager what we want
-True Story from the old folks-
He told us it is not easy
I couldn't understand till i visit the women dormitory
Old people....sometime not easy to serve....
Around 35 of them,we can only did our interview with 2-3 old women
Talk with them,sing for them,laugh together,tears dropping......

Family,parents,children abandoned them
Base on what i saw,there are quite lots of down syndrome one
One case that depress me the most is a women with mental problem who born a baby because of being raped by his brother
Own brother!
And the mother abandoned her.
I laugh, despise the mother!
However,there are not only one mother like hers one
The youngest orphan there is just 3 months old
She is in the hospital
A down syndrome baby with a hole in her heart
The parent choose to dump her
Reality
I started to discriminate this word

Besides,i saw a little girl ,no,is a skinny short little girl who i guess she is only 6 years old
But the manager told us she already 9-year-old.
Every week she will go for kidney dialysis
Children need love
Seems not everyone realized that
Personal convenience is more important
Enjoy life is more important for them i guess
The last instance
A 17years old girl with a silky black hair
The hair at the top was gone
like the guy with the Mediterranean
She was abused by her parent
When i chat with her i discovered that she is strong
And she likes to get people attention
She told me she catch a cough
The medicine taste no good
I bride her sweet successfully
She drinks it with complaint
Hahahahahahaha
Her mindset is not growing with her age i think
The most important thing is she need love

I invested my day with a valuable experience today
There are a group of devils which give chances to the angels to get praises
Human being.
I don't have these kind of friend yet
I never want to have  one of course

If you want to be a volunteer,
you should ensure that you can do this every week,every month,every year
not this week,this month,this year.
Or else you can just pay them a visit
this takes you one or half a day only^^




Sep 19, 2012

要好好过,知道吗

2012 年

我,20

算一算手指
aiya!
原来我不小了

回个头
那些过去的回不去了
向左看向右看
再向前走

记得周华健有一首歌
“有故事的人”

原来我走过了一些我当时以为我走不过的
最难忘的................路

记得那一年,AH1N1
我以为自己就这样死了
原来只是老天爷和我开玩笑
他很好玩
喜欢让我担心让我怕
让我大哭然后让我大笑
这个消化完了,起另外一个
无端端放一个暂时不会爆炸的炸弹在我这里
要我好好保管吗?
sorry lo!
我不要!!!!!
谢谢你的仁慈愿意回收它

走过了才知道
人生拥有什么才最了不起

对于成败,输赢,荣华富贵,面子.....
你要在你面临死亡的那一刻你才能真正明白
只有在那一刻
你想的是家人,爱人,你放不下的人,还没完成的事
不是现在今天你面对的压力困难失败

当然世界上最恐怖的不是面对死亡

那一天,
我无法把我最亲爱的谁从午睡中叫醒
要我在毫无准备的情况下接受某个谁长眠了
这才是最恐怖的

大家都要安好哦!
^^

Aug 25, 2012

i-city

Yesterday my mum suddenly told me that my Chris had left us for around 2 months
Surprising me though
Ya,he'll be back soon i said
My 1st sem is going to the end,the begin of the next sem will be the day he come back
And we can finally meet again as i'm hoping now
*actually i'm not...XD
Honestly,as i mentioned to him before
I do like him to get a job out there
Anyway,working place is not as important as working environment
Just,pls save money......ASAP ya...hahahahahahahahahaha

Okay,here comes my main topic
Last holiday,i visited Malaysia's i-city at Shah Alam
It's something likes a funfair???i think so
With nice lightening decorations
I think flamingo is the main representative of this 'small city'
Cos the 4th-floor high OLDTOWN's building is hanging with the pinky flamingos*and it's the crowded restaurant ever
The most special event i had on that night was get into the snowwalk's big fridge
My very 1st time playing around under the temperature of +- -5 degree Celsius
Firstly,i wanna mentioned that i were born in Malaysia
Lastly,it's super super super terrible horrible COLD even it's just -5 degree Celsius for me!!!!!
My toes were numbed within stocking.....nails turn into purple color with glove LOL
Wonder why they suddenly maximized the cooler and it's going to midnight(night time is cooler)u know

The price of each ticket for an adult is RM35 while for child is RM30*if i'm not mistaken
(including a jacket with hood)
It's a bit costly for the rental payment of jacket,but it's too cheap for the fun and the best memory i had on that night
If u are really interesting on this,remember to bring along your glove and scarf for the visit
There is selling all these if u didn't have one, so no worry ya=)
Of coz,if u r not interesting on the coldness,u still can walk and snap around outside the "big fridge" with zero payment needed!
If u r trying to drive there-u're still a student like me-my advice to u is share your car with others and the parking fees as well^^
Finally,after a long sharing,here comes some photos:
Before entering to the city
My late dinner...starving man....
red denglong hanging on the sky








my lovely mummy and i
while waiting for the ride
She chose not to gt into the big fridge and snapping photos outside
ignore me,TQ

i think i din't look too short in this photo even i'm standing beside the tall sunflowers


wearing jacket
cousin brother and i
bro + cousin bro


spotted me???hehehe.helping cousin sis to wear the big big jacket
A big contrast  btw outside and inside.We're inside the big fridge.cold+slippery





what's this...?


so cold~~~*she's wearing 2 shirts,2 jackets,scarf and glove.....LOL,but with a short  
U will know why i like to hug ppl if u been visited a cold place before

game's time!!!!self service ing...













Can u feel the happiness???teehee~
Worth it!!