Aug 25, 2011

long time no see =)

hi ppl ~i had been long long time didn't visit my own blog
LOL

how are u all doing?everything progress smoothly?
i'm fine and live happily here
my final exam is getting nearer which i jz left with 90+days to study hard!
still,i didn't force myself to study
i start thinking,
a live within knowledge and cert
isit this is the live i prefer the most?or jz,as a chinese i have to have all these?

can still remember clearly the day after my SPM while i was still hesitating what to study
i didn't choose the subject i like the most to proceed
don't ask me why,
sometime,to make a decision does not need any reasons,especially when it comes to my academic.
'when i was 17th,i was still young to decide for myself'
i tell myself this when i am 19th.
LOL

last time when i sat for my form 5 examination SPM
i didn't try my best to reach the top POINT that i want
but is quite shocked when i first get my SPM's result
i have the luck i think

today
i ask myself
how about STPM?
form 5 and form 6 are totally different
but still, i'm sitting for government's papers
i think my luck had finished
is time to accept the fact
i'm lazy
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since i start thinking
i have to accept my ability on study is low
(even i know my level is not what my result shows)
but laziness makes me stopped there

one thing i need to mention here is
good result can't show how good a person is
some top 10 students didn't know what is the purpose of living
attitude is just...horrible!
how many rich people live humbly?
never has any perfect human in this world
but they have what we want,how true

so
i give myself an excuse
i can't reach the top in my academic not others
i believe that, one day
i can be a successful one
and you too
^^

A REAL LOSER WILL EASILY GIVE UP

i just realised that DREAM is important
heading to there
wait for me!
i'm coming!

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