Nov 21, 2012

Dull Ice

I just realized i have to work very hard and die for my degree cert
I just realized i can do lot others other than study for degree
I just realized something last forever is because we make it last forever
I just realized you do what you can do is not enough sometimes
I just realized people who do not appreciate you will never change suddenly one day
I just realized there exist things that we can choose but have no right to choose right now
I just realized responsibility make us be in the wrong path sometimes
I just realized every plans go empty if we have no determination and luck
I just realized choices are there but we do not know what to choose
I just realized hold on a thing is not easy

Happiness and joy do not visit us always
Acid and alkaline must mix together to form neutral liquid
Right and wrong we have to,sometimes, give and take

I just realized i'm greedy somehow
I want more and pay less
Be fair.
Please
How to be fair?

I'm not a PhD
I'm not a CEO
I'm not a President

Do i need to be fair then?
In which aspect?
They don't even they have to but not a must for me,right?














Yet,i'll feel guilty if i don't.

Nov 3, 2012

Discrimination of reality

Moral(ethics) assignment brings me to a cruel place today
This remind me to update my blog to tell all of you how significant this case to the society

Since it's a moral project,
I need to do something about MORAL
What is moral?
I think you couldn't give me an accurate answer but when i ask you
Are you a moral person?
Most probably you will say
Yes,I am.
Then tell me how moral you are?LOL
After few moral classes
I realized that moral can be exposed in many perspectives
The thing you think it is wrong but it may be right indeed
To be a moral person is not easy
And some moral are stick with religions


Today,i woke up early at 6.30 a.m.
My friend came and fetched me at 8.15 a.m.
I almost having my classes at 11a.m everyday in this short semester*
Wake up at this time is so difficult for me you know......
 I need to go to a place at Desa Petaling
Since the manager not allow my friend and me to post their name through media as to protect the privacy of the people living there
So,i can just tell you i went to a community center
It takes us 45 mins to reach there*without traffic jam
This is my first visit there yet my first experience was visiting an orphanage
This NGO center is supported by kind and generous people  .    like you.....?
It is a big shelter which can accumulate around 300 people,including old folks,orphans,and abandoned pregnant women
Sorry to say my group didn't do well preparation for this visit
And feel embarrassed with the 3 pack of rice we brought
*estimate that it just enough for a day><


Due to less of preparation
We didn't realize who are staying there before we meet the manager there
Once I stepped in I can felt the eye sights
I duno how to explain the situation....
Fortunately I're born to be an enthusiasm one so can still crop with them
Some of my friends who feel shy were giving the responsibility to take photos*but the photos are only for assignment purpose

Heart to heart,we told the manager what we want
-True Story from the old folks-
He told us it is not easy
I couldn't understand till i visit the women dormitory
Old people....sometime not easy to serve....
Around 35 of them,we can only did our interview with 2-3 old women
Talk with them,sing for them,laugh together,tears dropping......

Family,parents,children abandoned them
Base on what i saw,there are quite lots of down syndrome one
One case that depress me the most is a women with mental problem who born a baby because of being raped by his brother
Own brother!
And the mother abandoned her.
I laugh, despise the mother!
However,there are not only one mother like hers one
The youngest orphan there is just 3 months old
She is in the hospital
A down syndrome baby with a hole in her heart
The parent choose to dump her
Reality
I started to discriminate this word

Besides,i saw a little girl ,no,is a skinny short little girl who i guess she is only 6 years old
But the manager told us she already 9-year-old.
Every week she will go for kidney dialysis
Children need love
Seems not everyone realized that
Personal convenience is more important
Enjoy life is more important for them i guess
The last instance
A 17years old girl with a silky black hair
The hair at the top was gone
like the guy with the Mediterranean
She was abused by her parent
When i chat with her i discovered that she is strong
And she likes to get people attention
She told me she catch a cough
The medicine taste no good
I bride her sweet successfully
She drinks it with complaint
Hahahahahahaha
Her mindset is not growing with her age i think
The most important thing is she need love

I invested my day with a valuable experience today
There are a group of devils which give chances to the angels to get praises
Human being.
I don't have these kind of friend yet
I never want to have  one of course

If you want to be a volunteer,
you should ensure that you can do this every week,every month,every year
not this week,this month,this year.
Or else you can just pay them a visit
this takes you one or half a day only^^